Tuesday, February 24, 2015

Day 54 of 100--What is my fear?

What am I afraid of?   What is it that I don't want to give up?

I keep starting this and avoiding it...what am I so afraid will change when I am not 50 lbs over weight?   I enjoy spending time with my family, my husband.  That will be the same.  In fact even probably better!   Am I afraid I won't be able to sit any more?   Eat sweets?   What is it I am truly afraid of?   I think I will have to think on this a lot more.   I am just putting it out there that something scares me.   I don't know what...but giving up on my excuses is feeling really hard because of some underlying thought that I have not found yet.  


Please tell me I'm not alone!

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