What am I afraid of? What is it that I don't want to give up?
I keep starting this and avoiding it...what am I so afraid will change when I am not 50 lbs over weight? I enjoy spending time with my family, my husband. That will be the same. In fact even probably better! Am I afraid I won't be able to sit any more? Eat sweets? What is it I am truly afraid of? I think I will have to think on this a lot more. I am just putting it out there that something scares me. I don't know what...but giving up on my excuses is feeling really hard because of some underlying thought that I have not found yet.
Please tell me I'm not alone!
It's Been a long journey to get to where I am. Sometimes it feels like I start and stop and start again. Revisiting things I have done, said I would do, know and haven't done. So to get out of this rut of starting and stopping again, I am revitalizing this blog and creating a Knowledgebase. A place to learn from my life experiments and remember what I set out to do. Building upon the knowledge I had before. Always learning and always improving
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